It is a euphemism to say that Selena Gomez had difficulties years, but she would not do otherwise.
The singer of "Lobos" recently opened on her hiatus and health emergency after undergoing an organ transplant this summer when her kidneys failed due to complications of lupus. As Billboard newly crowned Woman of the Year, told the publication: "I do not know how to explain where I am, apart from saying that I feel full ]."
"It took me around five years and times when I needed to get away and be alone and fight those fights on my own, or go somewhere I could concentrate on that," he said. "And that moment for me was very painful, very hard and very lonely, but really, I really felt that that's what helped me feel satisfied with where I am."
Although she is the best friend grateful France Raisa – who accompanied the star to Billboard & # 39; s The Women in Music 2017 ceremony in Los Angeles On Thursday, a volunteer to donate a kidney, the 25-year-old admitted that it took her a while to embrace the scar that emerged from the surgery that saved lives.
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"At first it was very difficult. I looked in the mirror completely naked and thought of all the things I used to talk about and just asked: "Why?", he recalled. "When I look at my body now, I only see life, there are a million things I can do: lasers and creams and all that, but I agree."
The Disney Channel student added that the operation helped her focus on the important things in life, including her relationships with ex-boyfriend The Weeknd and beau from time to time Justin Bieber .
"Something I am really proud of is that there is a real friendship [between me and The Weeknd]. I have never really experienced something like this in my life," he revealed. "We ended up as best friends, and it was genuinely about encouraging and caring [for each other] and that was pretty remarkable for me."
Regarding their current relationship, she explained her reconciliation with Bieber in this way: "I appreciate people who have really impacted my life. So maybe before, I could have been forcing something that was not right".