This week's episode of keeping up with the Kardashians It will be incredibly emotional for Khloé Kardashian.
Addressing your fans hours before E! She transmits the episode, which will document the moment when she first discovered the cheating scandal of her boyfriend Tristan Thompson, the star of reality wrote on social networks about how "uncomfortable" it is for her to relive memories.
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"Tonight's episode is uncomfortable and super emotional for me, but when we signed up for this show more than a decade ago, we signed up for a reality show, which meant showing you in our lives, the good, the bad and the bad. " ugly, "Kardashian, 34, wrote on Instagram along with a clip of the show.
"Reliving these moments again is incredibly difficult emotionally, but I also hope that with each track [sic]The tribulation and the curved ball throw us life, so that we ALL learn from our trips, "he continued.
On a sweet note, he added that his daughter True, who was born a few days after the video showing Thompson, 27, approaching another woman for the first time on the surface, has been "the best gift."
"In the midst of difficult times, I have been blessed with the supreme gift, my angel who has changed my life in a way I could never have imagined," he wrote. "Remember that you are never alone in your pain, and that everything is temporary. Pain, joy, euphoria, panic, anxiety, everything is temporary. Be grateful for the experiences that continue to build character and make you who you are. "
Kardashian also revealed that he may not be discussing the episode online after it airs, as he often does.
In response to a support fan on Twitter, who wrote that they would understand if Kardashian ran out of nothing tonight, the co-founder of Good American wrote:I'll see how much I can handle. "
"This goes for tonight and next week," he added, implying that next week's episode will also address an incredibly emotional issue for her.
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In a preview of the episode on Sunday, it was revealed that Kylie Jenner had been entrusted with the task of giving emotional news to her sister.
"Nobody had the courage to tell Khloé, because we knew there were still a few days to give birth," says Jenner, 21, at a first glance published by E! News. "We did not want to stress it, but we knew it was the right thing to do, so I'm the one who told Khloé."
"I did not want to hurt his feelings, but I felt I should listen to one of us instead of on the Internet," he adds.
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Although Kardashian and Thompson are still together and looked perfect while celebrating Halloween with their daughter, the reality star is still recovering after her cheating scandal, according to a source.
The informant recently told PEOPLE that the new mom has had a "really difficult" time and that she "still has a lot of pain and anger."
Last month, a source told PEOPLE that Kardashian, 34, delayed his trip back to Cleveland, Ohio, with Thompson, 27, to spend some time in Los Angeles with his family. Just one day before Halloween, she was photographed supporting the athlete in his home game at Quicken Loans Arena.
"Khloé wants so much that True has a happy family," the source said. "She wants to do the best for her daughter, and for her that means being with Tristan."
The entire Kardashian-Jenner clan has remained silent about the movement, including matriarch Kris Jenner, who lingered last month when Ellen DeGeneres asked if Kardashian was moving to the Midwest.
Kardashian's mother and sisters "are not happy" about her return to Cleveland and "think she deserves better," the source said. "Definitely do not trust him."
keeping up with the Kardashians It airs on Sundays (9 p.m. ET) in E!