Billie Eilish opens up about her romance with rapper 7: AMP and their eventual split in a new documentary: ‘I just wasn’t happy’
Billie Eilish is giving her legion of fans an unadorned look at her personal life and the creative process behind her hit debut studio album in the new documentary, The World’s A Little Blurry, which was released on Friday.
The documentary follows her from the last part of the recording of – When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? – to the 2020 Grammys, where he took home four trophies from six nominations at the tender age of 18.
The 19-year-old, who has largely kept her love life private, talks about her relationship with rapper 7: AMP (born Brandon Adams), 24, whom she calls ‘Q.’
At the beginning of the Apple TV + document, she can be heard telling Q that she loves him over the phone, but as the end draws near, Eilish breaks up with him.
Revealer: 19-year-old Billie Eilish opens up about her romance with rapper 7: AMP (born Brandon Adams) and their eventual split in the new documentary: The World’s A Little Blurry.
As more is revealed, Eilish can be seen having a difficult time communicating with Q while on tour, and again when he returns home to Los Angeles, where he also resides.
She would continue to break up with him during a conversation before taking the stage for a concert at Pier 17 in New York City.
‘I was just not happy. I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think that’s fair to him, ” says the Everything I Wanted singer.
‘I don’t think you should be in a relationship very excited about things that the other person doesn’t care less.’
The way we were: Eilish can be seen on the cover of 7’s new album: AMP – BLEAUPRO
Trying to be honest with herself, Eilish explains that she didn’t think the status of their romance was “fair” to either of them.
‘There was just a lack of effort. He was literally like, “Dude, you don’t have enough love to love yourself, so you can’t love me, friend. And you don’t. [laughs] You think so “.
With some time to reflect on the demise of the relationship, she admits that she still loves Q.
‘I haven’t gotten over it, I didn’t find anyone else. I didn’t stop loving him, ”he explains.
‘I just spent time away from him for a while and thought,’ Wow, I miss so much because I’m worried about you all the time and I don’t want what you want and you don’t want. what I want. “I don’t want to fix it. I can’t fix it. I tried. ‘
Behind the scenes: The documentary follows the teenage artist from the last part of the recording of her debut album, When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? – until the 2020 Grammys, where he took home four trophies from six nominations
There is a scene in the document where Eilish forgets the lyrics to one of her songs during a show at Coachella and calls Q, apparently for support. Before hanging up, he throws the phone to the ground in frustration, as reported by People.
Q would break your hand after hitting a wall, and Eilish reveals to a friend: ‘I’m trying to get her to go to therapy. It’s so self-destructive. ‘
In another scene, she reveals that Q didn’t give her anything for Valentine’s Day, when asked how they celebrated the lovers’ party.
Eilish had a rapid rise to fame after her star song, Ocean Eyes, in 2015, when she was just 13 years old.
Four years later, when we all fall asleep, where do we go? debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 and became one of the best-selling albums of 2019.
Honest: ‘I was just not happy. I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think that’s fair to him, ‘confessed the Everything I Wanted singer; pictured in January 2021