The police report states that officers, who at the time told CNN that they were not currently pursuing criminal charges, arrived at the scene after midnight and found Gillam and another man, Aldo Meijis, in the hotel room had got. Gillam apologized at the time, and announced the following month that he would enter rehab.
“Everyone believes the worst about that day. At this time, I have nothing else to hide,” Gillam said in the interview. “I really broke down in my barest place, where I didn’t even believe I wanted to live. Not because of what I had done, but because of what was being said about me.”
“What was most painful was that I was somehow lying in my marriage and my family. It was the most beneficial for me. Because I believe that we are entitled to all the wrongs, and I believe “We are entitled to those mistakes. It became illegal without respecting every other and redeeming part of our lives,” he said, adding that “something else was assumed” about him based on the incident.